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[22 Oct 2004|02:22pm]


E. TOWN CONCRETE
-and-


November 13th
Starland Ballroom Sayerville NJ
DOORS at 6PM
with
diecast - twelve tribes - devil inside - bill killman



PLEASE get tickets from me
they are only 13.50!!
i'll drive e'm to you
s/n = despectus

5 *s| ©

[01 Oct 2004|11:55pm]


OCT 15 at the

CONDUIT

Doors open at 7:30

CD RELEASE showww!
with

13EVEN
Kaligo
found on the floor

hit me up on aim for directions, questions, or to have my babies
s/n = DESPECTUS
<3<3
3 *s| ©

[07 Sep 2004|01:53pm]



New Journal



<3fuckkk you!
7 *s| ©

[04 Sep 2004|11:07pm]



Im tired of the played out dream
1 *| ©

yo bitches, im... [03 Sep 2004|09:38pm]



xXSoftCoreXx

10 *s| ©

[01 Sep 2004|09:50am]



And i'll see you

At the Bottom



Of the barrel


Like Bringing a knife to a gun fight
5 *s| ©

[01 Sep 2004|12:09am]



and the peices of decay
that sliver down my arm like
old times passing
winter heartache
and spring clich
im rather impressed
im still here
dreaming of the way
i clinged to your neck
Now were graced
with the humorous stylings
from father apathy
comfort to dismay
we polish our boots
and march to failure
sweet glory shed your skin
lend me your wisdom
Pardon us while we wallow
Deep in our shallow minds
As kindoms crumble
blinded by its crown
while babies cling to breast
in their mothers clutch
watch the envy of a wretched popullation
polenate its demise
1 *| ©

[31 Aug 2004|11:15pm]



I put your name on top
A top my fucking list
I put one more
Cut into my fucking wrist
4 *s| ©

<3 Im Better than you [31 Aug 2004|11:05pm]



Dissolve Manifest
Disfunct, Useless
Deplete, complete
Consume, Distort

Lethargize


Ignify
RADIAte

CIvil, Unbound
CircumVent
//Amorist //DESTroyer

*Lethargize*
9 *s| ©

[31 Aug 2004|01:31pm]



Im Derek
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!
IM BETTER THAN EVERYONE

<3 Fuck you forever

4 *s| ©

[29 Aug 2004|09:43am]



these walls are deafening
im buring away with the time
ive turned the other cheek
and walked the fuck away
thru it in a box
and kissed it with a bullet
1 *| ©

[29 Aug 2004|09:34am]



on every facet
i blend away
negotiate the terms
and litagate my cause
maggots for a nickle
got a jug of coins
purchase all the bubble gum love
larva can buy
after today
i tamper with wires
at the end of tonight
IM blowing ourselves straight to hell
2 *s| ©

[27 Aug 2004|03:56am]
I just woke up
Today was amazing
I had such a good fucking time
It was my favorite ozzfest
because i spent it
with all of my bestest friends

my favorite = Bleeding through.

anyway, im gonna go eat
and see if anyone is up to talk to me
Im super bored now
10 *s| ©

[23 Aug 2004|12:55am]

ok so here is a new rule
for any of you guys that need me to do things
Dont schedule me to do something
with out asking me
and then turn around
and tell me i have to try my hardest
to do it.

people stress me the fuck out.
Fucking shrine..


jesus
3 *s| ©

[21 Aug 2004|10:19pm]
LAMONTEE in the PIT
13 *s| ©

=] [19 Aug 2004|11:00pm]

I love AMANDA

1 *| ©

[16 Aug 2004|03:21am]


i miss amanda
i miss her so much

i dont even feel like doin anything at all
i cannot wait till she gets back
17 *s| ©

[15 Aug 2004|02:58am]
Today was nice
the show started off real slow
and got real bad
but after the first band
things started looking up

indica is an awesome band
I love my friends
you know who all of you are

I got to chill with the shrine family after the show
I realized some things tonight
I reallly Really really miss my girlfriend ALready
I havent seen her for two days.

Im so happy right now
just wish my baby was home
4 *s| ©

[13 Aug 2004|01:39am]
ive been getting sad again
i havent been like this ever
its different
im tired of being sad
i feel like i should be past it
maybe its all this idle time i have
or maybe somethings really wrong with me

im just having trouble keeping my head up
its not a cry kinda sad
its like an empty kinda sad

i unno

<3 my day was alright
4 *s| ©

[06 Aug 2004|11:47pm]


BLEACH! )

24 *s| ©

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